So I don’t really feel sad today……I’ve transitioned to feeling empty….everyday seems to scoop a little bit more of me out and throw it away….Really anything anybody says at this point is not going to help. And I’m going to be blunt here…I don’t give a shit what anyone has to say. I don’t want any of your sympathy. Saying you hope things get better is not going to help. I appreciate it, but it doesn’t help things. It doesn’t fix things. I need to solve this on my own so please don’t be too overly concerned…talking about it is not going to help. I’ll be fine, but for the time being I’m extremely far from being okay…I feel like shit….I feel stepped on, walked on, bullied, used, and picked on by everything….burnt out…so please just let me deal with this by myself. I’m doing everyone a favor and separating myself from most people. I’m going to be off Tumblr for a while(and probably Facebook and twitter and all those sorts of sites). If anything I’ll upload pictures to Facebook and that is it…but for now…It’s better if I’m just not here…. it’s better for me…for everyone.